December 02, 2017

To my dearest friend,

I know you've gone through a lot,
A tough one,
Things were sucks back then.

I know you've done things a lot,
Sacrifices, efforts,
But then you feel unappreciated.

I know you feel disappointed,
Sad, 
Your heart torn into pieces,
Seeing that people are not seeing you.

But then,
You are wrong, sayang. You are wrong.
I love you.
We love you. So much.

It is just that, I am a human too.
I got tired, 
I feel like don't want to talk,
I got my own ups and downs.

Same with others, dear.
We sometimes forgot.
Forgot to appreciate people around us.
Until one day, they left. No longer turning back.

But please, don't leave.
Don't turn into you in the past times.
And please, please.
Please don't expect people to always be with us.
Shit happens, and people would leave. 

Yes dear.
I've gone through that. It hurts.
It hurts to see people are really enjoying their life while we don't.
Like, they don't even care. 

People are like that, dear. Like that.

So please, I am begging you,
Please forgive me for all the wrongdoings I've done to you.
For the time I should lend,
For the attention I should give,
For the love I should share.

Just know that,
I love you.
We love you, dear.