What does it feels like.

I have a question for you.

What does it feels like to have siblings?

When you were at the lowest point of yours, were they stay by your side? 
Were they give you support that you need?
Were they give you calmness that you seek?

No, I just keep wondering. And hoping.

Cause you know, being the only child is not as happy as most of the people thought. Yes, it is undeniable that you will get full attention from your parents. Almost all things you want (not necessarily needed), you will get them. Almost.

But,

Sometimes, it feels something wrong. Empty.

It's just, I don't know. Like, you can't share stories that you don't want to share with your parents and friends. Like, you can't put trust on someone else, if other people do bad to you.

Like,
You don't have people that you can depend on.



To my dearest brother, Mohammad Hafiz,

Although I have never get the chance to meet you, deep in my heart, I always wish I had. Please pray for our parents, okay? Oh, just to inform, your little sister's name is Nurafiqah Alya. We're doing just fine now :) Hope to meet you soon :)